A lot of things happen this few days
You keep mention that I had change
And U treat Me so coldly
While we are playing maple
I ask U come to the map to find me
And u say I had changed
Last time I will Go to find u and we come together
But that day I ask u come just because I want to take bath
So that when u r coming I can go to take bath at the same time
But I wonder why u will say i had changed
Then U angry with me
I had called u around 6times But u didn't answer my call
Finally U have answer my call When the 7th call
I dono y suddenly I cant control my tear
I dun want to let u know Im Crying so I say Hang up the call 1st
And I misspeak that I want to calm down
Actually I want to stop myself to crying
Afterward U say no need to find u next time
Then I receive yr sms "I think we really need to calm, sorry"
My heartbeat jump like my heart gonna pop up
I want to find u but I remember what u say
when u want to calm
I should not find u
If not only will make it more worst
So I control myself not to find u
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After an hour
U send me a sms
Then U call me and we talk
U r crying and talk to me
My heart feel so hurt when heard u r crying
Then u say is it we should break up?
I ask you what happen and is it u think it clearly?
Suddenly U say I did not care you ady
And I not understand what u mean by
U say after U send me a sms then I didn't find U
As U told me be4, U say dun want i disturb u but now u say y i didn't find u
Im blur
After u explain to me
I understand what it happen just now
I misunderstood the meaning between "need time" and "calm down"
And U say U always make me suffer and unhappy
U dun want to see me unhappy and suffer so u choose break up
besides, I really didnt feel unhappy and suffer when I be with you
Is it break up really a good idea?
I dont think so
U say we r not suitable
If we r not suitable how come we still can together for 2month plus?
Everything also can be solve dear
Dun so easy to give up
After few minute conversation
Finally U didn't give up our Love
Thank you dear
I will love you more than what you need
I hope that We can hold each other until the last breath of my life
Love you lou po
Muackssss ♥ ♥ ♥
