A Huge Message That I Never Estimate It will Happen

A lot of things happen this few days
You keep mention that I had change
And U treat Me so coldly
While we are playing maple
I ask U come to the map to find me
And u say I had changed
Last time I will Go to find u and we come together
But that day I ask u come just because I want to take bath
So that when u r coming I can go to take bath at the same time
But I wonder why u will say i had changed
Then U angry with me
I had called u around 6times But u didn't answer my call
Finally U have answer my call When the 7th call
I dono y suddenly I cant control my tear
I dun want to let u know Im Crying so I say Hang up the call 1st
And I misspeak that I want to calm down
Actually I want to stop myself to crying
Afterward U say no need to find u next time
Then I receive yr sms "I think we really need to calm, sorry"
My heartbeat jump like my heart gonna pop up
I want to find u but I remember what u say
when u want to calm
I should not find u
If not only will make it more worst
So I control myself not to find u

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After an hour
U send me a sms
Then U call me and we talk
U r crying and talk to me
My heart feel so hurt when heard u r crying
Then u say is it we should break up?
I ask you what happen and is it u think it clearly?
Suddenly U say I did not care you ady
And I not understand what u mean by
U say after U send me a sms then I didn't find U
As U told me be4, U say dun want i disturb u but now u say y i didn't find u
Im blur
After u explain to me
I understand what it happen just now
I misunderstood the meaning between "need time" and "calm down"
And U say U always make me suffer and unhappy
U dun want to see me unhappy and suffer so u choose break up
besides, I really didnt feel unhappy and suffer when I be with you
Is it break up really a good idea?
I dont think so
U say we r not suitable
If we r not suitable how come we still can together for 2month plus?
Everything also can be solve dear
Dun so easy to give up
After few minute conversation
Finally U didn't give up our Love
Thank you dear
I will love you more than what you need
I hope that We can hold each other until the last breath of my life
Love you lou po
Muackssss ♥ ♥ ♥

Our Relationship In Trouble?

Long time din write blog ady
That mean everything are alright
But also have some tiny argument between us
I dono y you keep saying I had changed
When Im joke u treat it so serious
Then angry with me
Everytime when I say Im joke with u when u are angry
U just say because I scare u r angry that's y I say it is a joke
But It is really a joke
I wonder why u treat it so serious
U also always joke with me with yr serious face
And u always ask me y i treat it so serious when u joke with me
I really cant distinguish which one is serious which one is joke
I think I am too imbecile, that's y i cant distinguish it
I really hope that we can live like this few days for the future days
So peace and kindness

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This few days I felt that you are slightly difference
U easy angry with me when I misspeak something
But when I ask u
U keep avoiding my question
Then I keep do a lot of silly things
And keep worry about our relationship
Tonight I ask u again
U say u need some times
When I heard that I felt so shock
Im trying to ask u what happen but u dun want to tell me
I ask u tell me the problems and solve together
But u say U don need to solve with me
When I heard that
My heartbeat are getting faster and faster
Suddenly my brain are blank
But I will respect lou po
U say u need some time so I will give u the time
But I dono how long u want to take
I hope that this kind of frustration will not defeat our love
I will listen to lou po dun think too much, dun cry, dun worry and sleep
I will always love you LOUPO RACHEL HO ♥ ♥ ♥

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Yr 2nd day of calm down
U tell me U r feel unsafe with me
Everything that I promise to U but sometimes I cant do it?
I really dono what I had promise u but I didn't do it
And U say I different with be4 that U couple with me?
U say I spy u
I trust u so much what I spy u for?
U say u like that way I jealous
When I jealous of it
Then u angry with me
Actually which u prefer?
I so confuse
LOL
No matter how
Everything ady passed
It really doesn't affected Us
Love You dear ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Day

Yesterday night u talk a lot sweet sweet thing to me
Its really make me so happy and so sweet
Suck a wonderful days
HAHA

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Study days
So happy
Because can meet my loupo again
Haha
After class then go home
Talk with loupo with phone until both of us also fall asleep
Funny^^

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Night
Loupo say want to talk to me with phone but my HP had no more credit
She feel very disappointed and sad
When i heard that
I faster ask my friend to help me reload
Finally My friend also have help me
Thanks VEG^^
Afterward I tell my loupo then my loupo reaction is very touch
LOL
1st time saw my loupo like this
I also feel very happy
I Love you loupo
Muackss ♥ ♥ ♥

Is That Everynight are the Same?

Today Go to your house play mah jong
I know what i did wrong so u didnt talk to me whole day long
Because I promise u that use 'Hakka' to chat with u
But it is really so weird when using 'Hakka' chatting in front of them
After we made it clear
I only realize that it was just a misunderstand
Everytime also just because a tiny misunderstand and make us argue
Such a funny couple we are
LOL

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After had our dinner, we go back to our house
Around 8pm we start to chat on the phone
Starting all we chat also nothing happen
Suddenly, I also dono what happen to us
We start argue again because of last time things
Everytime when we argue
I very hurt to heard that u say 'Next time we dun chat, then nothing will happen',
'Everything I also hide inside my heart' and 'All the problems cannot be solve and no need to solve'
Its really make me feel that our relationship are getting worst
I really scare to lost u
Really scare will lost a girl like u
This is the 1st time i feel that my heartache until i cant breath
Is that mean I really love You so deep until cannot pull out myself?
I think so
Because I really love you so much!!♥ ♥ ♥

Today is a Happy Day?

Early in the morning received yr msg 'bebe lou gong... I wake up le'
So sweet
LOL
Afterward we go to 'Cappuccino' to have our brunch
Then we decided to watch movie at 2.10pm
Unfortunately we cant arrive there at the time
So we watch the other movie called 'The Book Of Eli'
After movie then we go back home
We kissing inside the car around 15min
It was nervous and stimulate
LOL

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When I was though everything are alright
Thing is not so perfect as what I think
Just a misunderstanding then make us argue again
Just because a joke, a little tiny joke
I doesn't mean that but u JUDGE me with yr own opinion
And You also dun give me a chance to explain
But I hope that everything will be alright
Nothing can impact our love
Lou Gong always love Lou Po

Think Of You

Yesterday Night We argue again
Its look like so serious
But everytime just because of a small case then make us argue
However, all this kind of argue also wont change my heart to you
I will still love you always
You just call me 'lou gong' and 'I love You' already can melt my heart

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One day we didnt meet
Thinking of you ady
This morning until evening, we had talk bout 5hours of call
Most of the time also you 'zat' me, I 'zat' you
When I think of it, It was so funny
LOL
You are my dearest Lou Po
Love You Always

Missing You

I am very happy during the progress test week
Because I can stay at your house everyday
Can see u everyday and holding you sleep
But after the progress test week
I am quite moody when i step out of your house
Make me feel like gonna separate both of us
But I know that nobody can separate two of us
LOL

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Today you come to my house
I felt that very happy when we met
Deeply attracted by you when we are affectionate
Everytime after we argue
I felt very sad and hurt
But when I think back our sweet memories
All my sadness are gone
I hope that our relationship can last long until THE END OF MY LIFE
Love You